Zombie

I feel like a Zombie
Somebody has robbed me
Of any feeling
My heart is bleeding
Every day I am waking
When I should be sleeping
With my darling
In his grave
I should have been wide awake
When he was dying
Lying by his side till the day's break
I should have been there to save him
And kiss him goodnight till the lights go dim
He must have been in pain
 His eyes must have been searching for me
And I was still sleeping
When he took his last breath
He killed me in death
Cursed that my heart is still beating
No amount of rain or flood
Can wash away the blood
Running through my vein
My mind is insane
I wish to die
Yet my body resists to lie
I am a dead person living
In a world I don't belong
Life has no meaning
As  I hobble along
In its daily song
But I hear no melody
I hurt nobody though my hands are bloody
I am  waitiing for a cry or touch
I love so much
Memories haunt
Like a hellbent hound
I hear its taunt
Rebound and resound
In my dead ears
But  I have no fears
To live life reverse
For better or worse
I am nobody
Just a Zombie